As odd as it is, I thought I'd have a lot more jealousy issues about all of my married friends conceiving and giving birth to their 2nd babies already when I can't even conceive my first. But it's not really like that. I feel more alone that no one I know is going through this. Even if they were, it's not like either of us would admit it. Tomorrow night I have yet another baby shower to go to. My friend's baby shower was a couple of weeks ago and tomorrow night is her sister's. Oh joy and happiness as everyone looks at my bloated (very unpregnant belly) and asks if I'm pregnant, what I'm waiting for, why we're not getting on it, and reminds me of how difficult it would be to conceive if I wait.
Thanks for the advice!! Let's go home & cry.
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